Firestorm RayvenMoon

Mind, Body, and Soul in Flames
2004-04-13 04:56:56 (UTC)

Leftovers again...

Well, this entry was supposed to have gone in around 1 am
on April 8, but I somehow fucked up our router and modem,
soooo... it had to wait till my lover could fix it for me.
I am not electronically, or technologically inclined in the
least. As a matter of fact, I can manage to do damage to
electronic gadgets at the slightest touch. Oddly enough, I
have the same affect on plants :P

Anyways, Tuesday night, we were done with all our work on
the mods at the warehouse by 8 pm. But, now get this; we
were required to stay until 12:30 am. What the fuck is
that shit? We got paid over time to do absolutely
nothing. Now I generally like overtime, but when I have
nothing to do, I want to go home. I want to sleep; I want
to relax. I don't want to have to stay at work pacing
around trying to look busy when there is nothing left to be
done.

On the subject of kids, again. I was thinking that one
might not be too bad. But, hey require time, which we
don't have. Money, which we don't have enough of, and
space, which we are in serious lack of. We need to get
more organized and start keeping house, rather than just
grunging around in our little pigsty. Kids don't tend to
do well in hostile environments... and our house is not kid
safe in the slightest. Hell, we would lose the cats if
they didn't come out to eat on a regular basis and beg for
affection. And on the note of cats. We have four. Their
feces carries a bacteria that can cause major illness in
the very young, the very old, and can cause problems with
pregnancy. One or two cats would be fine, but we have
four. That much poop, not to mention the close confines of
our house, doesn't do well when combined with a baby or
toddler. We would need to down size the pet population as
well. We would need to seriously evaluate the inventory of
our house and eliminate all the junk, put away dangerous
items (i.e. weapons, sharp objects, flammables etc...) of
which there are plenty. If my lover really wants a kid, we
need to seriously evaluate these issues now, when we are
aware we are unready for kids, rather than in the future
when we actually want them, and then have to make several
major life adjustments all at once. It would be more
practical to start now getting our lives, and house into a
more kid friendly routine and get used to it, and make it
habit, rather than trying to dive in to the responsible
orderly role of parents when we find out we are actually
going to have a child.

Anyways... enough of that.

)O(
Firestorm RayvenMoon




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