Defplay15

~*lipstick and bruises*~
2004-04-13 00:29:13 (UTC)

blah, blah....my life sucks i want to die...blah blah blah

well... i get to see, a phsycologist, fun fun fun,
shit...my mom says im freaking her out, and dads worried
about "self-inflicted" cuts on my arm, i cant help it that
my cat scrathes, its in her nature, she is pretty
violent...well, anyways, we had to do away with Belle, no,
we did not kill her, we took her back, that dog was like a
freaking camel, she pissed on everything...so we got a
cute lil black lab, i was kinda pissed at my parents, they
didnt evev ask if i wanted her, and they know that i
wanted a pug, and that labs annoy me, well, like
evreything else in life, i will have to suck it up, and
bitch about it later. on to grimmer topics, i find myself
rather peeved at michael, he has a new girlfriend, thats
great, but i dont need to know the glorious details. which
makes for an akward relationship, if you could call it a
relationship, more like, uhh, akward randomly-strike-up-
pointless-conversation-aqquantence. so it's difficult for
me to talk to him, i still love him so much, but i know
that it's over, after all he is "crazy about" whomever he
is with now. i can only regret what i lost. and in a
sense, i feel it was entirely my fault, and cant stop
feeling sorry for myself. pathetic it is, but i am back in
my flirting stage, and have found a new intrest, well
intrests. one of them just got a new gf, which sucks, but
as for now, im trying to just say NO to relationships all
together,Oh, and my grandmother is pissing me off to a
point that im about to fucking kill myself. this is not
the cool grandmother from tenesse, oh no, this is the
oober religious grandmother from italy who is going to die
if she tells me i need to find god one more time...yep,
well for all of those who are bored to death because my
life sucks...blah blah blah, im going to swallow sharded
glass, hang myself, or just swallow way to many pills in
my mothers bathroom, blah blah blah, i'll do you a favor
and just say..."GET A LIFE" and why are you reading about
mine??? ha ha i joke




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