aviachic

A Obscured Reality
2004-04-11 23:51:28 (UTC)

nothing lasts forever

I was just sitting here-thinking over the day, and I
remembered something.
I was sitting in Cory's living room (actaully its not his-
its not like he owns it--he families living room) and I
was chillin in a chair-listening to the phone recordings
me and my friends recorded on ian's cell phone.
I came across a few saved old recordings. they had me and
ian on them. ian was saying something and I was laughing
histarically, which was making him mess up-and start
laughing. I don't know why- but listening to that put a
smile on my face. But it also made me sad. Me and Ian used
to be so close, and we've shared some really fun times.
but today, I feel like we're drifting. It suxs because i
feel like he's ignoring me, but i know i'm doing it too-
unconsciencly. We could have a really good conversation
one minute, and the next be ignoring each other, or
annoyed at oursleves.
It tears me up knowing nothing lasts forever. All the
times we've shared, and all the memories.
I hope that everthing will eventually go back to the way
it was.




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