A day in the life of me.
Things are okay
Well, things didn't go as well as I planned. I have a
feeling I might be moving in with Amber eventually. I
haven't lost any weight, grades were horrible and I failed
gym for the year. Amanda and I aren't friends anymore.
my old buddy "Chris" came to Hocat two weeks ago, it was so
nice to see him after two years. "Pete" still hasn't come
back but I see his brother, Josh, around town all the time.
As far as James, I saw him the other day and it didn't
effect me the way it usually does. Maybe I'm finally
getting over him. But I don't know for sure. Prom is coming
up and I already got my dress, picked it out in ten mins.
and got my shoes too. I'm not going with anyone but I kinda
wish I was. For some reason I'm reading a lot more than I
used to, it's not a bad thing but I just think it's weird.
Found out my gym teacher has cancer, funny that she never
let on or anything but that hasn't change the way we act
with her. I guess we all just think that it's normal. It's
been two weeks since we put Max to sleep. I miss him so
much. It's a lot easier around the house, not taking him
out or worrying about messes and whatever but I miss him
around the house and him sleeping at the foot of my bed
and being able to talk to him like a freind. It hurts so
much to think he's in a dumpster somewhere. I wanted him
to come to college with me so I asked mom if we could
cremate him and she said no. So now I have nothing.