Cat

Bras!

I bought 2 new bras yesterday and it feels so nice to be
moulded and supported!

Hmmm...

I'm seeing SHO in a few hours. I am determined to tell her
what I feel, what I need. (well I won't tell her the stuff
about Dom cos she might tell her...) I want to say how let-
down I feel, how alone. How I wish they hadn't assessed me
so often if they were only going to tell me to go private.
I could have done that a long time ago.

Anyway, I need to get some crap out of my system cos I keep
thinking about taking some pills and having a few days'
break from stuff. But I cannot risk that again. I have to
get a grip.

Cat x