jen

Too Much to Say
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2004-04-06 04:11:53 (UTC)

plagued by the "what if's"

"i really want to see you this summer...i really miss you a
lot."

if only he meant it the way i secretly wished he meant
it.
the eternal optimist. perhaps i should just live up
to my title and tell everyone the "what if's" that are
whizzing around in my head. nah, i won't; as much as i
love fairy tales, i hate looking like a fool even more.
but what an incredible story it would make. how perfect.
it's so ridiculous i almost don't even feel bad about
fantasizing. it's more so like i'm just making up a story,
characters and all. but that's how it always was with
aaron. one big fantasy. a musical even...


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