boardergirl8984

My same boring ol' stuff...
2004-04-05 20:32:02 (UTC)

When will this pain inside me go away?

Well... today is another tough day! I am having a really
hard time letting go of everything I had before... but you
know... i just am going to have to learn to! I will never
be able to have the life i had before... so I guess I am
just going to have to move on with life! I am watching liek
the fuse tv oven fresh videos and I just heard a really
good song! Here it is... its super good! It kinda reminds
me of something...

I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you

I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be
Just like you
(repeat)

I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you

I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be
Just like you

On my own, cause I can't take livin' with you
I'm alone, so I won't turn out like
You want me to

Its super good... huh! Well You know what I hate too, when
someone tries so hard to make you stop something you do,
then they go do the same shit... man I hate that! Anywho...
yesterday was gay! Thats hwy I didnt write yesterday! Today
is even gayer but whatever! I wanna do something so bad. I
have so much on my mind and no one sees how much I am
hurting. I cant take this any longer... I feel like giving
up on everything I have worked so hard on! Oh well... Im
gonna go now though!! Bye




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