spector

lost and confused
2004-04-04 22:43:49 (UTC)

hey, yesterday i hung out with..

hey, yesterday i hung out with jennie, and she wanted to
go to aarons house so, we did... yep .. just like a
pillow, but now im talking to sarah for the first time in
ages, i miss her, and stuff.. she yawned and it was so
cute, ( sarah=best friend) i have so much homework to do,
not to mention i have to cook us dinner tonight.
yesterday, i bet jennie had fun, she didnt wanna leave his
arms, it was cute...You know she reads aarons diary, and
b4 we went to his house she kept saying its just an
infatuation, and i got to comfort her through that, and
after words she kept saying its only an infatuation to him
and then i got to comfort her again great fun.man i havent
talked to or about mason in a while, * sigh* maybe i might
see him this weekend.. the guy on the bus, with the anti
christ thingy, yeah the 18 year old, he wouldnt stop
talking to me, and then when jennie and i got off the bus
jennie made fun of me for attracting older guys .
frustrating yes... i need a boyfriend, or a girlfriend
would be cool to so i could hold someone close , cuz thats
always fun, ok im gonna go cook now.. i feel alone and i
really shouldnt anymore cuz i know i have ppl but i still
feel totally and utterly alone.




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