peasandcarrots24

ThEsE ArE tHe DaYs WoRtH LiViNg
2004-04-03 21:26:41 (UTC)

heyhey

hey there. sorry i havent really been with this diary
lately but ive been pretty busy or just to lazy to keep
the entries coming in here.
well things are going pretty good right now. its the first
day of spring break and im so friggin happy. i plan to not
forget totally about school tho, i have to work on a paper
for english and make a power point project on it. we were
assigned to each pick a international or or national
disaster thats happened and i picked 9/11. all we are
really supposed to do is look up a ton of info. and write
a 6 page paper on it but im going the extra mile and
making a power point presentation to remind everyone of
what happened. i decided to do this bc in one of the books
im reading about 9/11, a wife who lost her husband who was
a fireman with two kids said that we should do whatever it
takes to remind everyone of what happened that day. i read
her story and what she had to say about him and i started
to cry so im going to do what she asked.
u know what i really hate? in my history class, we've been
studying world war 2 and watching movies like schindler's
list and pearl harbor. I HATE IT when people can just sit
and talk and goof around and say "oh its just a movie" IT
REALLY HAPPENED YOU IDIOT DONT U CARE?? DOESNT IT SITR
SOME EMOTION IN YOU OF SORROW?? i cried during schindler's
list and pearl harbor when the men were dying when the
chinese were bombing. then when they were playing taps and
red bent down and put his head on betty's casket. and then
we had every 15 minutes about a week ago and people kinda
sat around and stared while i was one of the only ones
crying bc i kept thinking about james when they pulled the
girl from the car. it was all fake, but they made it as
real as possible. i kept thinking about all the other
accidents that have happened and the families and how it
is to get a phone call saying your son or daughter has
been killed in a car accident. it pisses me off how numb
people are and how spoiled kids are these days so they
only think about their things and how horrible their life
is when something doesnt go their way. go back to the
holocaust and be a jew, be at pearl harbor, lose a good
friend from a suicide, then i will believe you. im aware
that some kids have broken homes and dont have very much
or have abusive an abusive parent and they have hard lives
too. i hate how spoiled my generation is. i think we need
another great depression sometimes.
things are going really great with josh. he makes me happy
everytime i talk to him and im always looking forward to
seeing him. he was over till about 12 last night. he took
me to the mall and i made him buy a kings sticker for me
mwahahaha lol and then he took me out to in n out and then
we went over to get a movie and came back here. it was a
lot of fun.
well im going to the gym so ill update this whenever..
byebye.




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