amazing

fallen
2004-04-03 10:03:15 (UTC)

lemme get emotional at 5:oo am

I am going through the insomniac thing again. Everytime I
get caught up in my ideas, this happens. It's not as
annoying as it seems. Usually the daytime here is so
fucking hectic, even being unemployed. For a second, I was
going to comment about being unemployed and how much I miss
working, but uh, nope. The only thing that I miss is the
money to be able to do things. Unfortunately, I will
probably fucking get a job soon, cuz i wanna travel a
little. My brother invited me out to las vegas, so i will
do that in a couple months. I want to leave the city, for
real, for a long while. I don't care what I do from here
on. I just need to be completely free. This isn't working
out for me, trying to mesh structure with freedom. I don't
believe in borders presently. Ah, it sucks when you want
to fucking fall in love. Is it possible to do that and try
to get your shit together in life? My skin is really
fucking dry lately. More water and fruit, less junk food i
say. I need a change of lifestyle altogether. I hate
procrastination. Especially when it comes to relaxing and
sleeping like a normal human being. Nite nite.




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