Belle Morte

Nothing Special
2004-04-02 07:00:27 (UTC)

prom

people really need to stop taking about prom. 4 different
people brough it up today 6 different times, and i'm not
even sure if i want to go or not. its pretty annoying. from
what i've heard, prom isn't even all that great. wow, noah
wyle look kinad like mr cannady..... or maybe thats just
me. its starting to creep me out. haha. weirdness. hmmm,
what else can i ramble about? oh yes, the wonderful
detention that mr haardt gave me for missing the supid
stupid holocaust speaker. evil man. as i was telling john,
he should be tied to chris sampang, thrown off a cliff, and
then have a cow tipped on top of him. its perfect. *claps
in excitement* i wish i knew how i felt. everything is just
so ambiguous, its really frustrating. i wanna be sure of
something, somewhere, sometime. *sigh* i got to stop doing
these really pointless entries. thanks a lot, inna, for
making me waste my time. can't you just assume that when i
don't write i have nothig meaningful to say? seems
reasonable to me.... ok, the real point of this.... to go
to prom, or not to go to prom. i already told stacy and
jeff i was, so i guess i should but..... gah. i dunno. --
i use that phrase waaaay too much. i think i need to decide
something soon instead of just passing everything off as "i
don't kno" but not knoing is so much easier... i don't even
hafta think... hahaha. i'm so confused all the time. i miss
lizzy. i haven't even talked to her yet cause my fucking
dad was on the phone all night... he just got off like half
an hour ago.... boo! i hope she's ok....




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