AlwaysDreamOfLife

Poetry of my Mind
2004-04-02 04:24:57 (UTC)

Today is a semi-bad existence...

Well im Kinda happy cuz i got my license,
finally...damn...anyway im pissed off cuz im talkin to this
dude online and i met him in person wednesday cuz he came
and said hi to me at the cell phone place cuz my phone is
broke, and thats the only time i saw him, and i called him
this afternoon and i was like "hey you wanna go to the
mall?" and he was like "yea ill be there in either 30
minutes to an hour.." so im kinda pissed cuz he never
showed...he claims that he got there at like 5:30 but he
couldnt call me cuz he didnt have his cell phone..i believe
the i thing about the cell phone cuz his friends were
answering and shit so i KINDA believe the not having his
phone thing, but i was there until like 7:00 and then i
left cuz i figured he wasnt coming...so i tried calling him
or whatever to tell him to fuck off cuz i hate being stood
up and he said im "scaring him" cuz im a "stalker" i was
like FUCK YOU...he was like "ok im sorry, i didnt mean to
offend you or anything" and i was like "ok ill practically
never call you then just so i wont be a stalker" and im a
sucker for forgiving people so i was like "well do you
wanna hang out like sunday or sometime during the week?"
and he's like "sunday im going out of town probably" i was
like fine whatever and i said "if you dont wanna fucking
hang out with me ever then just fucking tell me so i dont
wait around for you to show up somewhere and waist my
fucking Time!" he apoligized and said yes we will hang out
sometime...he's cute too with a nice
car...lol..anyway...but otherwise besides him pissing me
off today and makin my day shitty, i had a good day...oh
except for when my stepdad called me thinking i left the
back door open before i left to go to the mall even though
he should know that im a freak when it comes to locking
doors behind myself...if i come in from the back yard, i
will lock the door as SOON as i get inside..i cant stand it
being unlocked...but i drove and got angela..it was
fun...and we saw matt..that was cool...then we went to the
mall and saw tasia and i scared the shit out of her...it
was mean but kinda funny...then we saw erica and
crystal...i love them..they are so fucking nice...erica is
cute, so is crystal but she is taken..lol..so i cant hit on
her..although i hit on everyone so what the fuck is the
difference...i kept hugging erica and she was like "umm
ok..." anyway....damn...im sad...im not a slut but im bout
to sound like one(maybe) but i really want a man...im bi
but i like guys a bit more so that's why i want a man not a
WOman lol!! anyway..it sucks...my cell phone is broke! i
need it im bout to die! i think im driving my stepdaddy's
truck to school tomorrow and i have to get a parking
sticker...its cool..i guess...i feel bad cuz i kept
bitching at angela even though i wasnt mad at her, i was
just pissed off today at everything...but i still love her
long long time! hehehe...well i have to go for now..

p.s. I Love Angela Liberato!!!!!!(oh and i peed in yer
pool! YaaayYy!!)

~MiKey xoxo




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