zaraphel

To sleep perchance to dream
2004-04-01 03:54:43 (UTC)

Passion

So I just saw the passion fo the Christ. I am shocked. I
mean yes it was an amazing message and it helped me to be
more thankful for the gift that God has provided me with.
But to be honest I thought it was horrendous. I am a very
empathetic person and I cringed every time Jesus was hit or
whipped. I wanted to cry but i didn't, I wanted to puke but
I didn't. I felt like I had just ran a marathon afterward,
I am extremely tired. I don't want this to sound wrong I
love God and Jesus. I know the gift that was given to me
when he laid down his life, but I am just appalled at the
honest brutality that movie depicted. Kids should soooo not
be watching that. When they are old enough to understand
the meaning then they can see it but i saw a couple of ten
year old boys in there. That movie was too much for me how
are they going to handle it. I just don't know anymore,
what is wrong with society. We should not need reminders
like this to appreciate the things we have. We should not
have to go to a movie to appreciate what Jesus and God did
for us. I just find it extremely sad. Anyway, I don't know
what happened but Chris has pretty much fallen out of my
life. I don't really care, it's just odd how it happened. I
can not say I didn't have naything to do with it either,
but i think we both just agree that the distance between us
is too great, for someone you are not in love with. I
really don't even want to go into my other relationship. I
just don't want to think let alone say something that would
jinx it. So I will keep you updated. Mindy is pissed at me
cause I didn't want to tell her about my date. I did tell
her btw. I just didn't want to talk after that movie. I am
the kind of person who watches a movie and gets sucked in
adn then afterward I don't like to talk about it I like to
think about it. I find it very annoying when people try to
talk to me as I am walking out of a movie, thankfully even
my parents didn't speak today. They were shocked as well,
mom cried, and it made me feel wrong for not crying. I
still feel queesy. Anyway, I am tired and I need to think
about some things.
Mood: Disturbed
Music:Blink 182 -I miss you




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