*MaNMaDeOFaSHes-

My Perfect Waste of Time
2004-03-31 18:51:26 (UTC)

just a reminder

Floating through life on a river of alcohol
prolonged from a chemical kiss of cocain
dopamine flooding into my brain
from my brain
the feeling starts where it ends

How do we gain access to these chemicals
without other chemicals to set the first spark
its not cocain that feels good
it only stimulates domamine receptors in my brain
sets them to a tingle rhythem
so everthing feels okay
when everything is not okay

life is wasted one day at a time
to fucked up to form memorys in my mind
when I grow older there will be nothing to hold on to
nothing to remind me where I have been

I need to sober up again

stop smoking weed, taking pills, snorting powers and crystals
anything that falls into my hands for free
I need to release myself from myself
and not be so scared to feel





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