stargirl2003

The Secret World of Jennifer
2004-03-31 14:58:38 (UTC)

Hurtful Lies

A life altering thing happened this morning. More to my
family's life then mine. I'm not suppose to tell anyone
except Gabby and even she's not suppose to tell anyone. I
mean my parents fight, like other families. and lately
they seemed to be getting along okay. Last night my father
left my mother. He took everything of his and left. He
wrote a note saying he was leaving her and that he had an
affair. At first I thought it was some cruel joke. but
when she started crying on the phone I knew something was
wrong. I talked to my brother on the phone. I said."Is
this really fucken happening?" He said, "Yeah Jen it is."
I don't know if my dad is coming back or what. He hasn't
called any of us, so right now, I don't know if I should
feel mad or worried. I mean what the hell was he thinking?
He was always thinking my mom was going to cheat on him,
but she never would because she loved him so much. This
can't be happening. Not now, not here. This isn't real.
Its a bad dream, but I'm not sleeping. What's my mom going
to do? She's so upset. I called my other brother but he
hasn't called me back yet. This had to be a really bad
dream. We are all having it. It can't happen this way. I
can't write anymore. because all I want to do is scream
and cry because its un-fair to my mom. My mom doesn't
deserve to be hurt like this, not after everything that
has happened to her. I better go.
Lots of Love,
Jen




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