Pamelita

A Chick-Somethin' called the Usual
2004-03-29 06:09:42 (UTC)

crashed party

hey..i decided to put all my emotions into this diary i
mean journal.

so yeah i went to a party this weekend and i felt horrible
because i forgot Edgar's name when presenting him.
dammit. i felt so horrible when i saw him it was
like....*i got no flashbacks or butterflies but anger in
me. and i think i finally got over him that i cant stand
the presence of him at all. it does feel awkward there is
that tension. party was put to an end and we decided to to
the startbucks thing.

i saw most everyone. *sigh* i dont think i have cool
friends. i mean, like the friends i had in pali. that bond
that...sigh we are truely off on our ways.

it was inevitable.
its depressing but true. i do not knwo what to do at all.
i serious do not know what to do.

im am going to write teh essay that need to be done and
fill out that application




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