Da_Real_Me

Nuttin -2- hide ne mo'
2004-03-29 03:32:25 (UTC)

Dis WeEkEnD wasn't bad .. =)

Friday I spent wit mah niggah niggah Tan Tan Baton n we
chylled wit Mell n Keith .. It was funn .. We whylled but
4 sume odd reason I kept thinkin bout Tahir .. Its liek we
didnt get back together afta I got back @ Tan Tan Baton
house but still he stayed on mah mind da whole time .. He
stay on mah damn mind .. Me, Tan Tan Baton, NiQz ina de
MiXx went to da Livingston Mall to see Tahir Saturday ...
I was more happy dat I had mah 2 favorite niggahs wit meh
N they get along so well .. I had a good tyme cuz I was
wit mah favorite LaDiiz n mah #1 niggah .. I feel so
blessed to have NiQz -n- Tan Tan as mah frends cuz they
reallii undastand me n keep it real wit meh .. They have
helped me so much .. I dont think I would b ok right now
if I didnt have dem to run too .. I LOVE YOU GERLS!! ..
Saturday wen we was in da mall Tan Tan n NiQz made me
stand in between dez 2 fat ass poles n wrap mah legs round
da wun dat was infront of meh n I juss slide down! Dat
shyt was funny as hell .. Tan Tan thought I was given her
an attitude wen we was dere n it sorta suprises me cuz I
neva ment 2 give her wun n if dats how I came off den im
SORRY TAN TAN BATON!! .. Me n Tahir got our lil time here
n dere to talk since he was trynna stay behind n shyt cuz
he was mad .. He said he was stayin away from me wen he
was mad cuz he didnt wanna take it out on meh cuz he new I
would get mad n I didnt do ne thin 2 him so he stayed away
4 a lil .. Den he tryed to get on his fone n I let dat go
4 a lil to long so I hung up his fone .. N den he was liek
im sorry n gave me a long ass hug .. We was standin
outside n we was juss huggin n I he gave me sume kisses n
kept tellin me he loved me .. I was givin him dez big ass
kisses on his cheekz n got mah lipgloss all ova him .. It
was funny cuz he was liek "ew dats shyt is sticky" ..
Lmao .. Watta fool .. But I miss him so much .. I talked
to him all day today .. Me n Tan Tan n Fatty Fatty was
supposed to go see him today but we didnt n I really dont
care cuz I saw him yesterday so im good .. But I got dat
Usher cd n Im listenin to it now .. Its mad good so
far .. Me n ma mom spent da day together suprisinly n was
iight together 4 da day .. We argued as usual but it wasnt
as bad as usual .. We didnt do ne thin excitin to write
bout .. But I need mah nails dont 2 de MAXEMUSS [ lmao
NiQz ] .. I kant type liek dis so imma get a serious cut
down .. I was readin NiQz journal n how she feel bout
asshole is basically da same wit me n Tah .. Me n her juss
had our lil convo bout it n I got mad respect 4 her .. She
is bein so strong right now .. I woulda been broke down if
I was her .. I saw Fighting Temptations wit Beyonce
today ... Me n mah mom rented it off of da IO Tv shyt ..
It was mad good .. I lieked it alot .. I wanna see Honey
too .. But o0o well mayb nexx tyme .. Damn, I keep thinkin
bout mah BaBii n wat he doin .. I wanna talk to him but he
fone ran outta minutes AgAiN' .. so imma go on da Loup n
see if he on so I can call him n talk to him ... But dis
niggah Freddy is trynna claim me but I dont really liek
him liek dat .. He alot olda den me to begin wit but he
mad nice n sweet .. But im juss not attracted to him cuz I
got mah BaBii alreadii ... Idk wat to do .. I wanna tell
him 2 Fall BaQ but I no he will b hurt n I dont wanna hurt
his feelins .. Idk wat imma do n on da real idc wat he
do .. I hope he juss move on cuz I b trynna give him hints
but he dont seem to b gettin dem ... Well, im out .. Im
finna go listen to dis Cd in silence so I can hear all of
it .. WuN

P.S: Tan Tan Baton -n- NiQz ina de MiXx -x- Love ya gerls
beyond wat words can say!!! Tahir I love yoi wit all ma
heart!!




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