Deborah

T r i x i e' s D i a r y
2004-03-25 21:56:06 (UTC)

Worried

Well my little girl(my dog; lil dirty aint here haha),
Penny, had surgery on wed. She came home 2day and my mom
called me 2 let me know how she was doin. Well they said
the 2 tumors they took out seemed suspicious... so their
gonna run a test on them to see if their cancer or
not....which is gonna take 2 weeks to get the results back
and i am oh so nervous....i dunno what i'd do if i lost my
baby. Shes only 5yrs old and she means the world 2 me...
every1 knows how obsessed i am wit my dog and how much me
n my fam spoil her. I'm gonna try n stop at home 2nite 2
see her and make sure shes ok, i know she must be really
hurtin and not feelin so well so i gotta see her.

On other news, one of my friends said they seen chris the
other day and she asked em how i was doin and things wit
me n him were...well he told her he hasen't talk 2 me on
seen me in awhile n that were just fuck buddies n then he
said that its up 2 me what we have.....what the fuck is
that???!!!?? I understand the whole its up 2 me thing
cause i broke up wit em n shit but woah what the hell is
the whole fuck buddy shit?!??! Well maybe i'll see him a
lil later and stragihten this whole thing out. B/c what
we supposedly have is forreal and he tells me he luvs me n
i tell em the same thing and we not bein wit other ppl so
what the fuck is he yappin bout??? If he now thinks that
all we are is just fuck buddies well then fuck that and
fuck him.... I never would have thought he would say
sumthin like that.... u know what i'm really pissed now so
i'm gonna call em right now and see what the fuck it
is...brb..... no hes ignorin my calls... so i keep
callin... he answered... well i said that i heard u seen
one of my friends the other day n he was like i knew u
were gonna say sumthin bout that n he said he told her
that he was never wit me n i asked em what does thatg
mean?!?!? n he said that he explained 2 her that we don't
work when were goin out (which is true) so.... i asked
bout the whole fuck buddy thing n he said she said to him
so yous are fuck buddies.... i dunno its whatever i can't
go back n forth wit it, i asked em bout it he told me his
lil story so it's all done wit....

well i just took a lil break from this n now me n bunny r
gonna chill 2nite and i'm gonna get 2 see penny and the
rest of my fam so now everything is workin out pretty
good... i'm prolly gonna see chris later on too, u know
my "Fuck Buddy". lol ok well i'm out
Holla,
Trix




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