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My College Days
2004-03-24 19:43:43 (UTC)

i hope it doesn't rain

Today is GORGEOUS!!! It's the nicest day we've had so far
this year! It's sunny and 70 and makes me long to be in
California again...

I have to leave in about 5 minutes, but Sarah just came
home a while ago and she was acting weird and then she
asked me if I was okay like I was acting weird, and I just
said "Oh sorry I'm filling out a job app online" and she
walked away and didn't say anything. Then She goes, "Do
you want to go to the rec?" and I said "Yeah, after
class..." It's only like a little past 1 and I have class
at 2:10...duh. :P So then a few minutes ago she popped
over and goes "I'll just see you after class" and shut her
door. Now she's on the phone but she talks SOOOOOOOO loud
it sounds like she's in this room. Oh well. I just need to
go work out and let off some steam. I'll write more later.

buhbye

Okay, just got back from working out, enjoying a little
can of hormel chili...:P

Working out w/ Sarah was fine, although she didn't talk
much. Normally she's being goofy and silly and talking up
a storm, but today she just seemed in a bad mood. I know
she was really sore from playing tennis yesterday, but
still. I hate how she totally must react to absolutely
EVERY TINY LITTLE thing that goes wrong in her life.

Just for fun, and because I can be a bitch sometimes, I'm
going to list all the negative things about her, then all
the positive as well.


NEGATIVE
1. naive/sheltered yet heavily opinionated
2. the MOODIEST person I have EVER known!
3. extremely two-faced
4. the FAKEST person I've ever known
5. very criticizing of herself AND everyone she sees in
public ("ew, look at her makeup-scary"...is that necessary
to say? come on!)
6. prissy/acts like a princess
7. spoiled, rich and knows it
8. has double standards (ie, Whitney can't "copy" her but
I can
9. hates being copied, but copies others (nothing is
original in this world, somebody should tell her that)
10. her fake "Hi-iiii"s and Biii-yyyeees"
11. she's a drama queen (fall semester was HELL because
she got mad at Evan for every little thing! then she
wouldn't take my advice about LD relationships even though
I had one for almost 2 years!!!!)
12. can't tell her a story w/out her interrupting a
million times and trying to guess what I'm about to say
but she's always WAY off
13. calls herself fat all the time even though she weighs
115 (she has the nerve to say it infront of me)
14. says she hates attention, yet wears the most absurd
outfits sometimes
15. unappreciative of nearly ALL gifts people give
her...constantly re-gifting- that's why I hate giving her
things...I got her a journal for her b'day and she hasn't
even used it yet and it's been about a year
16. doesn't like Alicia or Nicole even though she hardly
knows them (very judgemental!)
17. when it's her, ashley and I, I feel like the 3rd wheel
and like I'm not really welcome
18. She thinks she's right about everything and always
tries to accuse me of being wrong (Hello, Wyoming is ABOVE
Kansas!---she tried saying it was by Oklahoma!)
19. she talks to everyone like they're 5 years old
20. Nice one minute, rude the next, that's Sarah in a
nutshell!!!!

POSITIVE
1. trustworthy
2. can be really fun/immature at times
3. can always have long conversations with her
4. gives great gifts
5. polite (although sometimes unneccessarily polite- we're
peers, not children speaking to our elders)
6. gives quite a bit of compliments
7. gives good style advise usually
8. shares her music/magazines/books/shoes/bags/etc
9. gets along w/ Jamel
10. she's my outlet to the NYC way of life (I've learned a
lot from her
11. we like the same movies, getting coffee, shopping, etc


Okay, it took me a couple minutes to think of the negative
and like 5-10 to think of the positives and I came up with
nearly half the positives as negatives. That right there
says something. And almost all the positives are perficial
reasons. Part of me is just scared to stop being friends
with her. I'm scared as to what next year will be like, or
seeing her around town or campus or whatever. She scares
me. I don't know if it's her facial expressions or what,
but there really is no reason for me to be scared of her.
She's in the kitchen eating right now, and I don't even
want to go out there to put my stuff away. Just because
sometimes I don't want to be around her.

Okay, I need to get to studying now!

Much,
-j




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