What I really THINK
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2004-03-23 14:18:50 (UTC)

i feel FAT

Its been a few days or a week or so since I've been able
to write. I'm just so mad at myself. I'm at school right
now, and this is the first time I've been back since
spring brake. I have a huge paper to write on Paramedics
and I just feel like I have so much to do and I don't know
where to start. I hate going to DCCC, i'm not doing good
in school, I've done nothing all week besides eat and
work, my car is about to fall apart, my best friend all of
the sudden became too cool for me and I'm still fucking
hungry. I spend 50 dollars on diet pills that don't work,
and I can't complety stop fucking sticking my fingers down
my throat. What the fuck else can go wrong? I hate my
life, the only good thing apart of my life are my
parents. I'm just so not motavated at all. Maybe thats
because all i do is smoke weed, but I just can't seem to
get my shit together. i need help. If anyone is reading
this and has something to say i don't care if its good or
bad tell me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!