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Beautiful Disaster
2004-03-23 04:12:36 (UTC)

AHH beng sick SUCKS

Yeah so i woke up this morning at like 4:30 or 3 or
something like that cuz i was sick..... with the flu...
yeah that was a bucket load of fun there. So i stayed home
all day pukeing and sleeping... i would have MUCH rather
been at school.

I am SO mad at my mom she just like fucking left me here
by myself! But my dad came over a little while agao and
brought me soup and stayed with me for like an hour but
then he had to leave to go help my sister but i was happy
he stayed with me.

So friday i hung out with Seirra during the day for a
little while and then i went with my dad to go see my new
councler... she is really nice i like her a lot and i
think she mighht actually help me. GOD i hope so... she is
going to try to help me stick up for myself and like
myself more... and help me manage my stress and help me
with all the Ed stuff... so hopefully it all works out.

So yeah i spent the night with my dad Friday night and
then went and hung out with Kevin Seirra and Mike ( the
beached whale) That was fun we saw a scary movie that was
DISCUSTING.... i think it was like idk i forget what the
name is but it was gross... But yeah that was fun.

Ahh i am so mad... like all week i have church stuff to
do. God im getting sick of it.

I ran like wind to the water. "Please don't leave me
agian!" I cried and threw bitter tears into the ocean, but
all that come back was the tide...

I am so sick of people leaving me... but i guess it is my
fault to because i rely on people and i shouldnt... but
really for once i would like to be hard to leave.




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