MyDeaRprOmise

My journal 03
2004-03-22 22:27:21 (UTC)

sam loves me

Yeah today was okay so far. but let me talk a lil bit
about last night.

Ok i had stupid meeting with ed and kelli and in the
future he wants to have it with my partens. UGHGHHHH!! how
gay. I don't really wnat to talk about it cuz it makes me
upset.

so anyways i got home around 7:56 around there sum where
and my mom goes,

Deb: did dad tell you sam called?
me: Sam Called!
eric: Oh no i didn't tell her
me: when did he call?
deb: Like 20 mins after you left
me: grrr...what did he say?
deb: Oh he said is erica there? and i said no shes at youth
group,and i asked who it was and he said sam and i said
"Oh shes gonna be heart broken."
Me: yeah and what did he say
deb: He Laughed
me: lol yeah and....
deb: ANd then i said i'll tell he ryou called.
Me: thats it?You didn't tell him i wud cal him later?
Deb: no that was it.
Me: oh...
deb: You can call him back thou
me: i can?
deb: yeah

So Around like 9 i called and it rang and rang No one
answerd the stupid beep grrr... So then around 10sumthing i
called him. Yay!!! we talked for 57 mins. It was really
great. did i mention that i love sam and i ALWAYS will.
:sighs:
anyways

kerri:Hello?
Me: Hi is sam there
kerri: yup
sam: hello
ME: Hellowwww
sam: Hey
Me: you CAlled me!!
sam: yeah i did now you can say i called you.
me: Called...once
SAm: Hey at least i called you.
Me: i told yo i wasn't going to be home
sam: i know i forgot.
Me: well g's i told you ( scartisaly)
sam: Yeah well..i forgot
Sam: Im gonna blow them to simthereans ( talking bout his
video game he was playing)
me: Yeah cuzz..yeah
sam: I tried calling kristie but she was like " Grrriknow
its you sam so that why im not gonan answer it!!"
Me: No kristie dosen't hate you..she just .. idonno?
I was talking to her earier and i was Singing that
CALIFORNIN HERE WE COME BAck WHEr WE SATRTED fROm and she
was like "omg Is itn't like the best song ever!?"
sam: Kristie said that?
ME: Yeah and i was like.. oh yeah.. not
sam: hah ha

sam: Hey you want to make me a super duper cd cuzz you love
me?
Me: uhhhh do i have a choice?
sam: .. no.. ( laughs)
me: i didn't think so. uhhhh. .what...
sam: Okay GEt a Pice of Paper and a clicky pen.
me: uhhhh that means i will have to get up . . uhhh..
: moaning:

sam: Stop you know what that does to me..
me: NO I DON't SAm TEll ME! heh heh heh heh
me:i looove you
Sam: i love you to

So then he told me the song he wanted, it was so funy cuz
he wud say them super fast and i wudn't know what he said
and i was like ummm. .what was that? heh heh it was really
cute. And yeah. i donno we were just laughing and stufff.
I know this may sound corny but i felt as if he was right
next to me. It SO sad if you think about it. that he's so
far away and i can't just Hug him or make out with him.
I think this distance relationship will really bring us
together in away we have both never felt.

yeah and then he was like
sam: one more, what a really emo song
me: ummm this one hah ha(i was listing to the get up kids)
sam: no whats a really emo song.
me: yeah this one lol. (then i startd to sing it it was
my aplozies song by T G UPKIDs.)
Sam: no im not gonna ask you cuzz.... "THis is ur grade
today an A for loving me."
:Both luaghing:
me: i didn't mean to share myheart with you.
me: ummm the poke'mon theme song?
Sam:YES! OhOh Your a genius!!!!! i love you.

: both luaghing :
me: i don't think i will be able to find it thou?
Sam:ehh you can proubly find it anywhere.
Me: Oh look what i found!
sam: what the poke'mon theme song?
me: no? im not on the computer?
( AS i put in the Sum41 cd i have and played track3 )

sam: Oh i know this song! turn it up
me: yeah its....Sum 41
Sam: oh.

( then i out it on track 1 in to deep)
he sarted singing it , it was cute. =)

yeah then he started singing the poke'mon theme song and
he goes
sam: ok that my cute to leave now
me:noooooo
sam: yes.... i'll call you tomarrow
me: you will?
sam: yes i will
me: From where?
sam: my friends cell phone
me: oh oh i see
sam: Yeah well i gots to go, Go on the computer.
me: i can't, its later here
sam: oh yeah thats right.
me: yeah write me.
sam: ok
me:okie
sam:okie
me:... i looooooove you
sam: i looooove you too.
me: when will you call me?
sam: umm around 3 your time
me: You promise you'll cal me?
sam: I promise
Me: You pinky promise?
sam: i pinky promise
me: mmm kiss'z
sam: mmm kiss'z
Me: i love you
sam: i love you to
Me: okie buhbye
sam: buhbye

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that was last night now today i was in math and i wrote
jessica a note about how happy i am and stuff, then she
told me shew as happy that we were both happy. ALOS that
her and mike are engaged, adn are plan on getting married
in the summer. WOW thats a shocker. Not really i mean i
Kinda saw it coming, but i don't think there gonna go thew
with it.. i donno? anyways when we were down statirs she
told me that she talked to sam last night, and she asked
him
jess: im surpised your not pimpin out there?
sam: yeah i kinda dimmed it down

then she told me she he said sumthing about his girlfriend
and i asked if he said it was me? and she goes,
jes: Yes he said it was you, what you think he has another
girlfriend out there?
me: No i just know somone told me he told them it wasn't me
( LIKE MICHELLE GRRR)

Jessica SAid:
yea and then she said that
jess: so isn't a long relationship hard?
sam: no not really
he is really in love, and he feels really strong about it
and that you guys are both happy. and that about it.


That MADE ME SO HAPPY! =) and he's sopose to be calling me
tonight so i'll tell you about it tomarrow. much love Aarika





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