2004-03-22 03:16:09 (UTC)

one year ago. lord have mercy on my soul.

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2003-03-26 06:24:23 (GMT)

what happened to you caroline?
where was i when it happened?

in any case, i miss her sometimes. we hung out the other
day.. after work. we got out early, only stayed for an
hour and then we got lunch and went to walmart and i went
to her apartment and saw her puppy. hes so cute the
coolest dog i've ever seen.

i dont think shes happy... and that makes me sad.
sometimes i wonder why i didnt meet her first.

i wish shed ditch the bitch, regardless. that fucking
nasty slutty whore is totally using her and i hate her as
much as i ever did. you know if it had been this long and
i saw caroline and she was happy and she was in love, i
honestly think i could be happy for her.. and put aside my
personal hatred for that trashy bitch. but shes not
happy. and shes not in love. not with that cunt anyway.
but shes a sucker, shes too nice... she was too nice to me
and shes way too nice to this slut. shes too easily
influenced. and at least when i was around i was a GOOD
kind of influence on her... she wasnt smoking and i could
yell at her and make her go to class. but this worthless
piece of trash. ugh. i hate her. i really honestly hate
her. and not just cus im jealous or something. fuck that im
not jealous of her big fat slut ass... i just wish she'd
disappear. get a fucking job and a fucking car and a
fucking life and go away.

i dont know why im off on a rant about that tonight. it
was really nice to see her though. i wish things were

and the entry from yesterday a year ago i was missing
caroline... once a problem finds me it sure sticks doesnt


hahaha. so. this is the third entry at the same time for
the third year in a row, missing her. three fucking
years? i hate that fucking piece of trash whore. i
fucking hate her more than i should hate any person. shes
using her, shes disgusting, IM the one who loves her, IM
the one who cares about her, IM the one who could make her
happy, why doesnt that fucking matter?