Fellinlovewithbenji

You think you know, but you have no idea
2004-03-22 03:10:13 (UTC)

It's Just The Way You Are...

There are a few things in my life I can honestly say I
never really believed in. Like for instance, that people
were putting needles with the AIDS virus in pay phones!
Like when you put your finger in the coin return, you get
stabbed and it goes into you and you're infected with
AIDS...yeah freakin' right man. That is some bullshit.
Another thing I never believed in was the tooth fairy. My
parents tried to tell me that there was a lady in a pink
gown goin around taking little kid's teeth and giving them
money. THINK ABOUT THAT FOR A SECOND......THAT'S FUCKIN
SICK! Who would want a bunch of rotten nasty teeth? Not me,
dammit! But see, there is one thing that I really never
believed in because I was POSITIVE that it could be proved
wrong..(what I enjoy doing best..) and that is love at
first sight. I honestly believe that if you see someone
somewhere, make eye contact and are obviously attracted to
their looks, it goes no deeper than that. So I used to not
believe in love at first sight...but I guess I was proved
wrong again.

There is someone out there for everyone and Im convinced
he's the guy for me. I mean, sure, I've had my share of
crushes and I've messed around with guys without being in a
relationship and stuff. And honestly Im not proud of it.
But in life, you have to go through certain bad things to
get to the good. And I truly believe that. Well my dream
guy is gonna be described..

I want a guy who makes me feel comfortable being who I am.
Someone who is always going to be there for me when I need
him. Someone to dry my tears and hold me when Im upset.
Someone who enjoys the same music that I do. A guy who can
laugh at himself and take a joke as well. Someone who makes
me giggle. Someone who isn't afraid to tell me he loves me.
A guy who isn't too shy to show affection towards me.
Someone who loves to cuddle and then sometimes likes to
play fight, too. A guy who doesn't mind pleasing his woman.
Someone who gives me just enough space but not too much.
Someone who gets a little jealous once and a while just to
make sure I know he's still interested. Someone who can
play a game with me and lose on purpose just to make me
feel better. A guy who can share quiet times with me.
Someone with gorgeous eyes. Someone who gives me
butterflies every single time I see him. Someone who makes
my heart skip a beat when I talk to them. Someone who is
willing to wait. Someone who has a little bit of a gangsta
quality to them..but ONLY a little bit. And most important
of all..I want someone who will not cheat on me and wont
ever hit me or tell me they hate me.

When I find this guy, trust me..I won't let him go without
a fight...;)




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