Sillygurl-amberlina

Hope, Love, Faith
2004-03-21 23:55:50 (UTC)

Don't Wanna Try

All weekend I've been going through everything we've said
over the internet. All the e-mails and instant messages
we've sent. I'm still not done yet. But, one thing I
realize is how much I've grown as a person since I've met
you. I'm more mature. And, sure I would have matured
with or without you here, but it seems like you might have
been one of the reasons that it happened now.


On the other hand...this song..."Don't Want To Try" by
Frankie J really made me realize something about my break-
up with Chace. Here, I'll put the lyrics in here and see
if you can guess what it showed me on your own.

Frankie J Lyrics

Don't Wanna Try Lyrics

(oooo)...don't wanna try don't wanna try (try try)
(oooo)..don't wanna try no more
(ooo)..don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try

[Verse 1]
i can't believe u had the nerve to say the things u said
they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
i can't believe it ..4 years gone down the drain
oh how i wish things would of happened so differently
i try'd to save it so many times but you still couldn't
see
u kept insistin' and resistin' that u would not fall again
and now u tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
and ur tryin' to come back home
ur tellin' me u really need me crying beggin both knees
are on the floor
but baby i

[Chorus]
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
don't wanna try don't wanna try cuz all we do is fight and
say the things that hurt too bad then we both begin to cry
don't wanna try don't wanna try i 'bout just had enough
its been a rough road
baby just let it go
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt
our love

[Verse 2]
u and i had many conversations on the telephone
talks about one day we having a place of our own
wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the
table
but all of that just seems so far away from me
had to wake up face reality
it all just seem to good to be true after all you put me
through
and now u tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
and u tryin' to come back home
u tellin' me that u really need me crying beggin both
knees are on the floor
but baby i

[Chorus]
don't wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
don't wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and
say the things that hurt too bad then we both begin to cry
dont wanna try don't wanna try i bout just had enough its
been a rough road
baby just let it go
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt
our love

[..fading into beat]
(don't wanna try don't wanna try)
(don't wanna try no more)
(don't wanna try don't wanna try..oo)

(don't wanna try don't wanna try)
(don't wanna try no more)
(don't wanna try dont wanna try don't wanna try no more
ooo)



I think that's how Chace felt. And, now I see where he
was coming from. We fought alot. At first, it was just
maybe once every two weeks. Then, once a week. Before we
knew it we fought about every day. It wasn't working. He
wasn't happy. I wasn't happy. We just...needed to let it
go. To stop trying. And, we did. And, now, we're both
happier. So, it was for the best. Even though I didn't
see it at first. I see it now. What about you?




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