Romeo

Devil's Pupet
2004-03-20 13:05:38 (UTC)

An insight to the mind that is me

ok.... i havent written in like 2 weeks but i have my
reasons... if i new how to explain or write wat has been
goin on.... but im goin to try....

alright here it is:

im stranger then anybody else i no for the fact that i
always find a way to get wat i want wether i no it or
not.... ive gotten eeverything ive wanted so far and i
still want more and maybe im spoiled and selfish but i
love it... and i no that 1 day itz gonna end but til that
happens imma keep getin wat i want.... and yea im supose
to b happy bout it but im not... im never gonna b happy
til i get that 1 thing that will blow my mind and i think
i no wat it is but im not sure wat it is yet... not that
im stupid enought to put it in 1 of my entries...


another thing is dont get twisted im happy but not
fully... and maybe that has something to do with the tug
of war im haveing with my friendz... no1 wants to give in
and admit that they're missing each other... but i am
missing SOME OF THEM... cuz some are just part of that
group of ppl that cant handle big changes...but then again
it might be the fact that i finally got my 1 true crush
and yet i dont for the reason that itz hard to figure out
wat u want wen ur dealing with issues that should of been
delt with in like 8th grade.... and the fact that im only
continueing with my patern of dateing friendz is y i find
it hard to no if itz worth it but then everything to me is
worth something.... and o yea i love being in the
relationship with her and we have fun everyday we're
together and itz FUNNN!!!!!!... and i love her as my
friend and as my BABY/DREAMGIRl ---(girl in my dreams)...
and yes i wouldnt wake up for nuthin if i could... but
then i wake up cuz i got to go potty (dam my drinkin
problems) liquor is bad for ur liver and bladder


but tahts it for now... i no itz long but read it and u'll
get me!!!!!!!!!!!!




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