blkdragon

grounded
2004-03-20 01:36:11 (UTC)

Tomorrow's Genesis

Got my son a new CD player for his B-day, he spent the
night with his friend, I took it to him when I finished
skating. Almost had an accident on my way to bring Charles
his gift, a woman began changing lanes without looking to
see if anyone was there, I hit the hi-beams and the horn;
rolled down the window and lip-synched "WTF". I
immediately accelerated to 80 mph, after the near miss to
distance myself from the fools on the road.
On my way home from work today, I headed downtown to go to
the Credit Union, I was going to withdraw money for a
trim; saw Charles and his friend; he asked me to take him
to the mall. After dropping them off, I headed out and had
a near head on with some college asshole. I put the car in
reverse, needed to voice my displeasure, stopped put the
car back into drive and headed out. I found myself irate
and went looking for the kid, good thing I didn't find
him, I was going to tell him that had he run into me that
when the police finally arrived they'd find me still
kicking his and his partner's asses.
It's not that I think I'm tough or unbeatable, I just
wanted them to know how I felt and if shit jumped off as a
result, I'd handle it! Thank God I didn't find him!

Worked the Harris Web with Kenny this morning, damn what a
fiasco. He bitched whined and moaned, nothing was going
right and the job needed to be finished yesterday. I asked
him, "who left this job order in the bathroom?" He
complained about John (the owner) putting too much weight
on him, why complain when it's what he wanted. The only
reason we were having so much trouble is because he never
puts tools back where they came from, refuses to go
through all the set-up steps and never pays attention to
what he's doing, couple that with the fact that he's fat
and lazy. How do you call yourself operating a machine
that you're not even near, he walks away from the press
and entertains all passerby's. When the folder
malfunctions, I'm the one that notices, even though he's
leaning on it. I'll be going to work in the morning, as
opposed to staying late this evening, I've been given no
incentive and I expected none; it's all about principles.
When I was hired I said I'd do what it took to get the job
done and my personal feelings don't overshadow my
professional integrity, I do what I say I'll do,
regardless!

By the way, it has yet to be proven to my satisfaction
that an overactive thyroid is the cause of obesity, my
opinion is that it's the by-product of an underactive
exercise regimen. I've seen a shit load (now how much shit
is that actually) of fat kids and although they may have
been birthed at more than the normal 9lbs, they weren't
fat, just bigger than normal. Fat doesn't happen to anyone
overnight, it takes days/weeks/years of inactivity.
Neither pills, diets or surgery can cure obesity, it's a
state of mind and body; when you decide to get off your
ass and move (mind), your body will follow. There will
never come a time when I look down at my dick and can't
see it, or when I bend to touch the floor and can't, well
maybe when I'm 95; then again, don't bet on it! By the
way, the only bones that were ever big were on dinosaurs.

I spent my lunch time on the phone with Cingular today,
they seemed to have credited me for the costs incurred by
their Snafu, good for them, couldn't understand everything
the rep was telling me ( I was running out of time and
only gave him half an ear); told him to send the
information in the mail and I'd get back to them. As long
as I don't have to pay that exorbitant (Mr Webster, help
please) bill, I'm satisfied and the fact that they
acquiesced (Funk or Wagnall, pick up the slack) pleased
me, it's a buyer's market you guys; don't let them push
you around. Without a customer, what is a company, a
statistic! The customer may not always be right, but if
you can prove the company wrong, then you're right enough.
And yes Mocha, had to search for definitions to be sure I
knew what they meant, who the hell can read a dictionary
if they're not locked up? Bottom line people, don't give
up when you know you're right.

While waiting for the Cingular's Customer Service rep to
get his shit together, I played Art of Noise in the
background and it got me to thinking about God (the
serenity of the sounds I listened to) and Eden, the
creation (??) of man and the woman's place in the scheme
of things.
Would someone tell me why in the Hell God would create a
man first, when a woman gives birth? Didn't God give birth
to Life, birth is a form of creation and wouldn't that
make God, how should I put this; Not Male? Just playing
Devil's Advocate, I'm not really playing. Lucifer (the
light bearer) was God's chosen, His first born! God knew
that in order to be, there must be balance in all things,
ergo, the Yang to His Yin. Just pontificating, throwing
all this shit at you today Shun and having fun doing it,
laugh with me now! This all caused me to wonder what
belief would be like if Eve were first on the scene,
instead of Adam. If the disciples had been women instead
of men, a new Bible would've been written, where would the
world be then? What if God were Female and Lucifer Male,
again, balance in all things.

It is written in Genesis that God brooded over the dark
vapors, why would God ever need to brood? God said, "LET
US MAKE A MAN, SOMEONE LIKE OURSELVES, TO BE THE MASTER OF
ALL LIFE UPON THE EARTH AND IN THE SKIES AND IN THE SEAS".
Who is US and OURSELVES? Was God alone?
Like God did God make man; Man and maid did he make them.
What is the obsession with maids, why that word and not
Woman? Could it be the fact that the book was written by
men, excuse me, divinely inspired men (ooooh)? "Man" is
formed from dust shortly thereafter and life
was "breathed" into him, he became a living person. If God
breathes, can God die? If you stop breathing, you'll die
and we're made in the image of God. All you holier than
thou's, I'm just asking questions here, oh right; sheep
aren't supposed to question. Good thing I'm not a sheep, I
belong to no flock and I need no shepherd, God is all I
need!
Now it says that God "planted" a garden in Eden and placed
the man he had "formed." God can speak it and it is, think
it and it is, why would God need to plant anything? God
had only to think of a man and that man would come into
being, think of Eden and it would be. At the center of the
garden, God placed (not planted) the Tree of Life and the
Tree of Conscience and God warned man, "YOU MAY EAT ANY
FRUIT IN THIS GARDEN EXCEPT THE FRUIT FROM THE TREE OF
CONSCIENCE-FOR IT'S FRUIT WILL OPEN YOUR EYES TO MAKE YOU
AWARE OF RIGHT AND WRONG, GOOD AND BAD. IF YOU EAT FROM
IT'S FRUIT YOU WILL BE DOOMED TO DIE". Note: God didn't
tell them not to eat from the Tree of Life.
Why are the words of God EVER in lower-case? I'm just
wondering aloud here, bear with me. My Faith and Belief in
God never waver, just my faith in people!
God sees that the man is alone and God understands the
need for balance so "HE" makes a woman from a rib of the
man and she is called woman because she was taken out of a
man. Does that only sound like birth to me? Why does the
word "woman" seem to signify without a man and "wife"
signifies with a man? How could the word woman explain why
a man leaves his father and mother, if these two are the
first in creation, the progenitors (Funk & Wagnalls to the
rescue) of mankind? The man names his wife Eve, which
means the life-giving one and she became the mother of all
mankind, yet we call God "Our Father?"
Now the serpent appears and the fruit is eaten, did
someone say it was an apple tree and why didn't the
serpent tell them to eat of both trees, especially if the
Tree of Life would give them immortality? Eventually Eve
gives birth to her first born and names him Cain,
meaning, "I have created" and the sons of Cain believe
themselves to be the creators of the civilization we're
part of today.
Cain killed his brother Abel, in a rage, God warned him;
prior to his deed. "WHY IS YOUR FACE SO DARK WITH RAGE? IT
CAN BE BRIGHT WITH JOY IF YOU WILL DO WHAT YOU SHOULD! BUT
IF YOU REFUSE TO OBEY, WATCH OUT. SIN IS WAITING TO ATTACK
YOU, LONGING TO DESTROY YOU. BUT YOU CAN CONQUER IT! Why
did God not accept Cain's offering? Cain offered the best
of his produce and Abel the best of his meats, did God not
care for lettuce or grain and is that why veal is one of
this societies delicacies. Abel offered the fatty cuts
from his best lambs. So it appears that the fugitive
populates the known world and mankind begins it's
subjugation, it's enslavement of morality, loses it's
conscience.

A new chapter must be made in the story of life, one that
expounds on the glories and not the atrocities. Society as
we know it must be destroyed and begin anew, welcome to
Armageddon. Not to worry though, life will go on, peace
will prevail and simplicity will be the order of the day.
We will love one another, as it should have been, the
balance will be maintained; as it is written! We will live
in a world where children are not afraid of the people
they should be able to trust, where respect is more than a
word, it's a way of life! There will still be fugitives,
they just won't be in control.
I hope I've given each of you food for thought, now I must
get food for the body and soul. We will soon share and be
touched, one by the other, the land will heal and the
skies will clear; see you at the table of our LORD!




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