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Somewhere in time
2004-03-18 04:13:24 (UTC)

Promise me no dead end streets and I'll guarantee we'll have the road

Feels: Tired
Listening to: Green day (is anyone surprised by that..)
Wants: to be able to sing

Today was an off day for me.Dragged out and tiring.I was
at school for a few hours..took my test(as i pointed out
in the last entry)..left really early..hung around the
house..then threw up..got a very bad headache..took some
stuff for it..then went to patricks for band
practice..well..practice was ok..i just really want to be
better.I'm so frustrated with holding things up and i know
its not just me thats holding the band up.We don't have a
PA system..and i need a bigger bass amp..and some skill
haha.But yeah.I was super quiet during practice.I just
wasn't feeling up to conversation..and ah i was so pissed
about that cause i like to spend NICE time with chris.Not
waste it away by being a pansy ass.AH..yeah..i hate being
out of it..so anyways..chris left cause well..who wouldn't
after the practice we had..
So patrick and i hung out and watched Futurama (sp??)
which is a kick ass show.My brother and i used to watch it.
But anyways..i had fun hanging out with patrick.My head
stopped hurting after awhile (thank god) and everything
was peachy keen.I met his mom..slightly weirded out only
because i wasn't expecting to met her and all..but it
worked out fine in the end.yay.But yeah..so i left around
7:15 to head over to my moms cause i had planned on
getting drunk..mainly because i haven't drank in
awhile..so yeah..but as time went by my interests in
drinking slipped away.I think it is because i'm so
tired.I'm going to bed pretty soon.I'm hoping tomorrow
night i'll be up for my little drinking fun.I mean..it
depends on what i'm doing.I've been hanging out with chris
on thursdays but i think i may skip this one and see if he
wants to hang out friday.That way i won't feel as bad if i
stay over his house late or something.
Oh lauren and her boy moved in.He brought his pet with
him.A weird looking Ferret.Now i think ferrets are pretty
cool but theres something slightly off about this one.OH
well..i guess it'll be nice to have people around.Oy..so
tired..yeah..i'm heading off to bed.Hopefully i can
sleep.I just have a lot going through my head..yeah..night




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