Stephanie

Giving In
2004-03-18 01:52:07 (UTC)

Fuck....

Spent all day at the hospital today. They diagnosed me with
Polycystic Ovaries Syndrom. So now they
wanna run glucose tests on me to find out if I'm diabetic
(God I hope I'm not) then I gotta do a sonogram, then I
have to start on glucophen, keep up with my flagyl and
still take the Birth Control pills. Not to mention that
thing that bit me in Peru gave me exuma (sp?) which I got
steroid cream for.....Damn....My hair growth, gradual
weight gain, irregular menstrual cycles and irratability
are allllllllllllllll because of these tiny little cysts in
my ovaries.....Thank you Jesus. So after they do all
my treatments they're supposed to put me on more
pills that's supposed to stunt the growth
of hair I have, make me loose weight and menstruate
normaly....whew. If worse comes to worse they'll operate,
take out my ovaries, i'll never have kids and I'll have to
get laser surgery for the hair removal which tri-care won't
pay for because it's considered 'cosmetic surgery'.

Other than that my day's been peachy. Stopped by Sara's for
like half an hour played Crimson went to class, had a test
I think I bombed....no...I KNOW I bombed and now I'm here
waiting for roughly 10 o'clock to roll around so that I can
go to MCD's to get my tax papers.

I need to fill it out and do my taxes and take them to get
cashed quick. I owe so many people money they're
practically banging at my door.

Not to mention I'm going to New Mexico with Sara in about a
week so hopefully I'll have around 500 to throw in the
pot. ::crosses fingers:: A whole 10 days with Sara....Maybe
something will happen...maybe it won't. Who
knows. ::shrugs:: Like I said before...I guess I'll know by
the end of spring break.

Well now I'm gonna go bug the hell out of Jennifer cuz she
just randomly IM's me saying there's a match tonight and
she won't tell me what time cuz she's cooking.....::shakes
head:: damn Puerto Ricans :p Ah...I love her to death
though. She's a sweetie...not to mention HOT. :P lol.

Ciao.




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