babybritt_4life

My Crazy Mixed Up World * A Girl In Love
2004-03-15 21:43:09 (UTC)

i have a song stuck in my head..

i have a song stuck in my head right now. its driving me
crazy. whats driving me even more crazy is that i didn't
get a chance to talk to Ryan. Randi's mom has this rule
about not being on the internet until 3pm. so guess i
missed him. i hope he has a good trip and not really hot
girls hit on him or he hits on one of them. if that happens
i'm going to have to be kickin some butt. i thought about
him again all last night. i woke up in the middle of the
night and he was all that was on my mind. i already miss
him. i guess since he is gone this would be a good time to
go see my dad. i really don't want to see him. i don't have
a choice. at least this i would have made and effort to see
him. unlike him who has made no effort what so ever to see
me. but you know if i don't he will get so pissed of at me
and say that i don't love him then he will say that my
family is turning me against him. yeah i get that all the
time. i know when i get there he is going to ask me to stay
some of the summer with him. he will say "come spend the
summer here with me....i know you won't but just know you
have room here." and i will say "oh dad you don't know
that." then he will say "yes i do" both of us knowing that
i can't and wont ever stay the night with him. well its not
just him that i want to see. there is my grandmother and
grandfather. i miss them the most. well anywho i'm about to
go cuz i'm at randi's and my mom is to come pick me up at
4. oh just so you all no RANDI'S ROOM IS LIKE A FRICKIN ICE
BOX!!!!! DON'T EVER SLEEP IN IT UNLESS YOU HAVE LOTS AND
LOTS AND LOTS OF STUFF TO KEEP YOU WARM. i got nothing but
love for her though. welp bye bye!!! *~*I love Ryan*~*

britty




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