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p|ss3d_oFF_bUt_tRy|ng 2 k33p da P|ss in.
2004-03-15 12:21:25 (UTC)

Elixir of Happiness...

Yup... Me again, your dear friend who wrote the one
titled 'Depression'.

After talking to you on the phone, I realised i must have
really disappointed you when i said "No, i don't intend to
remember" about this diary...

So i checked out my History and permutated all the possible
e-mail add and passwords left in my utterly pathetic,
disfunctional mind. Fortunately enuf, i do remember...

And i do realise that i am pushing everyone. I do need
space and i do need time. To myself, MY selfish self.

I am stopping everyone from being a friend, especially to a
schoolmate who actually gives a toot about what's going on
with me. (Ahem, u shud noe who u r) For that i am sorry. To
you, salleha, i must apologise the most, for not treating
you like a friend, leaving you out of my life... I am
really sorry... But Yati, is, with herself, at war...

The problem is... I keep on changing that i cant even
recognise myself... i forgot who i was... i noe i need
help... so i'm still searching for it....

Still searching for the elixir or happiness...

I cant go on any longer cos i'm outta words... Good nite..




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