hunni

hunni
2004-03-13 04:55:47 (UTC)

frankie, me, and toya along with 2 security guards....

well today started just like i thought it would. Get to
school find karris hang out for a while maybe walk around
and i just happend to run into frankie on the ramp and just
as i suspected exactly what i didnt want to happen did
happen she looked right at me and she did it as if she was
looking right through me like i wasnt there adn you cant
imagine how much that hurt well i had a letter for her that
i had written for her yesterday which i regret giving to
her but hey what can i do about it now. well anyways when
she looked at me and went on like nothing like i wasnt
there thats when it started to go down hill... in second
hour (thats the class i have both of them in) we didnt do
much cuz we had worked pretty hard all week on our music so
we didnt do anything but frankie came in to class about 10
minutes late and told the teacher she was here and she had
to leave again. well about 10 minutes after that Mosel and
Carlos come in to the class and ask for me and toya well we
knew what it was all about so we went to the security
office and frnakie was there and thats when it got to be
fun. Frnakie and toya was talkin (well yellin) about why
toya wanted to fight her and toya was tellin her the
reasons well every single reason toya said frankie had an
explinatioin for that proved toyas reason to be unimportant
well then they got down to it and thats when i come it
frankie said to toya...."to me its like were fightin over
your girl" toya once again said that i had nothin to do
with it frankie said "well listen it would be different if
she was my girl and you was tryin to mess wit her or
whatever then ill fight chu but she aint my girl so i aint
gonna fight you over her" toya then says that they aint
fightin over me and that im not even in it and thats when i
start to yell at toya i tell her that first of all it had
nothin to do with toya at the beginning
At the beginning i asked frankie why she wasnt talkin to me
anymore and she gave me her reason and that was it. well
then i kept writin frankie and she kept writin me back
talkin about why we wasnt friends anymore and the last
letter she wrote that she know that sooner or later there
gonna be sum problems if me and frankie is still really coo
and her and toya dont get along and she dont need the
problems. i can understand that but she also told me that
toya be givin her dirty looks...and that to me was so
childish so bein my stupid ass self i ask toya about it and
her bein her goes to frankie (* let me remind you that i
saw more times that one toya look at frankie with dirty
eyes*) well then it got to the point that me and toya was
yellin at eachother and frankie butted in and said "my
point exactly its between ya'll two's relationship it has
nothin to do with me" then more yellin went down and then
this is where i almost started to cry frankie says that she
aint gots no problems wit me or toya but as long as were
together me and her cant be friends cuz she aint gonna
disrespect toya by talkin to me with her there knowin that
my girl dont like her she just aint gonna do it. so to sum
it all up for you in a few simple words i lost the girl
that i have had feelings for since the day i first talked
to her as a friend! and all over a girl that has used all
of her 3 strikes!
(her 3 strikes)
1- Nina she told me when we first got together that she
didtn mess wit nina but last month the truth came out that
she did *she lied*
2- Chelsea the night of onstage we went to applebees and
she was actin really shady well not 10 minutes after me and
shannon left chelsea was kissin all up on her neck and toya
didnt do nothin until chelsea went to kiss her and then she
finally told her to stop *she cheated*
3- Frankie i have told her many times that no matter what i
wont lose frankie as a friend over somethin stupid like
this and i told her that if she dont drop the shit with
her now then she is gonna be the cause of me and frankie
not being friends *she ignored me*
to some of you that may not seem like things that are that
big or that improtant but you dont know my girl you would
have to know her and what she is all about to know why
these three things hurt the most!
well ive got so much more to say but i dont got time to say
it so ima wrtie again tomorrow after i try and patch things
up with frankie cuz i dont think i can handle us not being
friends.
If anyone who reads this has any advice for me PLEASE
PLEASE PLEASE tell me i need all i can get THANKS BUNCHES!!!

Peace and Hunni for da time being




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