waste_some_time

Daily ramblings of an idiot
2004-03-12 18:13:05 (UTC)

a shit week

i feel like shit
im at my lowest of low

i was so very tempted to take an overdose last night :(
its so easy

i didnt though hence why im still here
i just took shit loads of co proxamol and stress tablets
and caffeine tablets and made myself violently sick

what makes it ten times worse is the fact that lee just
doesnt understand he says im selfish because when im upset
i make other people sad and hes like fucking ignoring me or
something
super

my maths teacher had a 'word' with me today aswell
because of my 'disgraceful' exam grade. its not like i did
it on purpose :( i cant help being a dumb shit

fuck

how am i going to tell my parents
my maths teacher wants me to quit
vez wants me to quit
she sayz im too stressed about it :( its all been such a
waste tho
i hate it

its vezzies birthday party tonight
i totally dont feel sociable
i figure theyre my mates and i love them and theyll act
like prats and cheer me up :)

i luv them

:(

xxxx tras




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