jen

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2004-03-12 04:36:17 (UTC)

i haven't thought about you in a long time

"ONCE UPON A DREAM, I WAS LOST IN LOVE'S EMBRACE."

i miss being caught up in a love story, a romantic
fairy tale. what happened to that girl i used to be? i
liked her so much more. she was passionate, kind,
innocent, inspiring.

"THERE I FOUND A PERFECT PLACE, ONCE UPON A DREAM"

i was so in my element. i didn't care about what
anyone thought of me. and everything meant so much more
when i was in love.

"ONCE THERE WAS A TIME LIKE NO OTHER TIME BEFORE. HOPE WAS
STILL AN OPEN DOOR, ONCE UPON A DREAM.

AND I WAS UNAFRAID. THE DREAM WAS SO EXCITING! BUT NOW I
SEE IT FADE, AND I AM HERE ALONE."

it was so much easier to create art back then. the
emotion was more real, not so put on. i've hardly even
been tempted to fall in love again! what was it about
aaron?

"ONCE UPON A DREAM, YOU WERE HEAVEN SENT TO ME."

how could i have been so sure that aaron was THE
ONE? there wasn't a doubt in my mind! there was something
so wonderful about him. he was so special. or maybe just
special to me. i would've done anything for him.

"BUT IT WASN'T MEANT TO BE. NOW YOU'RE JUST A DREAM."

but my love would forever be unrequited, and our
friendship lost. i could only hold on so long to someone
who didn't love me back. 3 years was already too long. it
got to be too much work, too confusing, too painful. and
from what i've heard, he's not even a shadow of the man he
used to be. i guess war will do that to you.

"COULD WE BEGIN AGAIN? ONCE UPON A DREAM..."

although he's basically faded completely into the
closets of my past, i think i'll always have hidden away a
little glimmer of hope that a miracle will happen. that
we'll be swept away to another demension--perhaps back in
time, and my long lost fairy tale will come true.


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