Stephanie

Giving In
2004-03-11 14:53:07 (UTC)

When we first met, and after I left. 12/29/03

It's amazing how one can just shut their feelings like
that, just like a switch.. to feel one minute and the then
to turn the next... i suppose that is one of the many
powers of a woman... it's crazy how one can show so much
pasion in one breath and then, in another, be totally
different.. she was beginning to like it, she loved what
she was learning of her, she was captivating to her.. until
the words rang true.. its like that rollercoaster again..
its crazy how life is... its amazing how quickly things
change, even in the slightest second.. over night a world
has changed.. how could that possibly be?? how is that so?
we wish we could understand.. confusion always gets the
best of most.. a confused world left a woman but yet
again.. I think she found beauty in her comforting words
and it was keeping her there.. then that little bit of
doubt set in from those words and that all changed. what
changed... all that doubt can make her change and pull
back, pull back every bit of passion she gave.. how is it
that one can pull another so strong towards them to feel
connected to be comfortable and happy .. and then shut it
down push them away so far.. so far that it ends right here
right now... its pretty interesting....


I wrote that down a while a go. I was cleaning my room and
found it on a piece of paper. Didn't want to waste the
thoughts, wanted to throw away the paper so I put it all
here. Hella smart huh?




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