jane_doe

a little piece of me
2004-03-10 20:01:09 (UTC)

feeling ick

i don't know what's going on with me lately. i am just so
tired i can't stand it. i keep having dizzy spells, too. all i
want to do is sleep! yesterday i took a 2 hour nap, then
went to bed at 10:00. i had to get up at 6 today, but then
i took an hour nap earlier. i'm still exhausted. maybe i
should see a doctor. i don't want to worry turtle with all
of that, and we don't really have the money. i still think
it's connected to my lymph node. it's almost time for
another cat scan, too. damn it. it's been almost a year
since that started giving me trouble, and still no relief. i
can't keep throwing money down the drain like that, but i
can't go on like this forever, either.

anyway, this tired thing cycles. i'll be ok for a week or
two, then it will hit me hard again. not only that, but i've
been sick 3 times since christmas. i can't seem to get
over anything and stay over it. this time it's a sinus
thing. last time it was a sore throat. before that it was a
little of both. i think i'll go get turtle's lunch ready for
work, then lay down for a bit again. i know i'm wasting
so much time, but i don't think i can function if i don't.
ugh. when will it end!?!

took a trip with my dad today. made some good money.
i'm glad i could go, cause we really needed it. no
matter how hard we try, we can't get ahead. well, i'm
too tired to go on, so i'm outa here for now.

jane_doe