ErykahKayne

My Daily Bread
2004-03-10 19:59:19 (UTC)

i miss work

never thought i would say it but i do. i been sitttin up in
the house all day with nothin to do. not a damn thang.
with work i felt like i was doing something. like i was
being productive, ya know? now, i feel like a lazy ass bum
with nothin to do. and that's about right. talking about
that depresses me...let's move on

at this exact moment i wish i had me a cigarette. BUT in a
last entry i think i said that i would refrain from buying
them as long as i could. i'm not to breaking point yet. i
can survive. and for 4.95 i don't think i'll ever
completely get there. anywho, a looong boring drawn out day
is what i had. i'm thinkin about going to sleep just to get
to tomorrow but i can't. speaking of sleep....

last night for some reason i couldn't sleep at all. i would
sleep in intervals of probably a hour or so, wake up, toss
and turn and try to go bacc to sleep. it was weird.

i think this weekend i might go to the club. i got hella
free passes to use so i might as well. get dressed all up
like the old days and get fucced up. well gettin fucced up
aint' the issue..that's always. but getting dressed
up..last week i didn't cuzz i didn't eve know we was
goin..didn't plan on it..but my hair was cute so that's all
that matters...that brings me to another fact..

for some reason..even f i'm not dressed up my hair has to
be on point. hair makes the difference in everything in my
opinion. well that, and shoes. my shoes and my hair always
have to be right no matter what i have on. if it's a sweat
pants day...still gotta have the hair done.

grrr i hate bein bored..let me see what i can get into.




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