so my heart is on vacation. it has to be because i am
almost fainting and tears are waiting to boil out.
let it settle down....
i prayed today. i prayed for answers and truth. i prayed
for either having you or being able to get over you.
i gave u up to God today. i sat there and said take him.
whatever happens i am going to rely on you.
and i think he's gone away and that i never had him to
my eyes are spilling over and i feel so silent right now
and he's apologizing and i'm trying to be strong and with
God i can be
it doesnt make it all go away
but i have a way to get through it now because better
plans are laid for me than i know of
all i have to do is trust.
so even through sadness i'll still have trust.