- Jessica -

- Stuck In A World Of Sin -
2004-03-08 00:20:53 (UTC)

I'm A Terrible Person!

hey-
I just found out from a friend how Josh feels about all
of this stuff. Not good. He makes me sound like I'm the
most horrible person on Earth! I have caused his sooo much
pain. I found out stuff like...he crys every night about
me... he thinks that i don't like him at all...and a whole
bunch of other stuff that i forgot. lol.
I feel like crap! I have never in my like caused some
one so much pain. Well, all of this is going to end
soon...because now i know what i have to do. -Sigh-
........i gotta break up with him.
I know in my heart that's what needs to be done. And I
know now that this is what God wants me to do. And that's
what matters. I hope he'll understand, & i really hope that
people wont hate me when they find out. Welp, i better go
start writing that sad...sorrowful...e-mail. (Just to
think...this is going to make him feel even worse.)
Well....he's not the only one.
- Jess




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