self inflicting tears

shitsandgiggles
2004-03-06 12:11:54 (UTC)

oh what to do?

hey everyone who is reading my diary ( probably noone). i
am just sitting here again in the wee hours of the
morning like usual and not doing anything, man is that
pathetic.

i didnt do anything today i didnt go to bed until like 11
today i was so fucking tired , me and my mom went to
breakfast came back and smoked a bowl which was some
bammer shit and didnt really give me a good high which was
kind of upsetting. i need to go back to yakima and get the
good shit i think i am gonna go and do that on my way back
to wisconsin since it is on the way and take it back with
me so they can have a taste of the awesome yakima bud
(chronic.....the good stuff)HAHA.

oh wait we smoked before we left and had breakfast sorry
blonde moment i have them alot alot!!. well then when we
got back went to sleep didnt wake up until like 6 had
dinner and got on here. i talked to a friend on here from
ny he is such a cutie and a real big sweetheart i cant
watit til i can go and meet him. i was talking to him on
the phone and watching him on here and then we both went
and took a bath together(aww)lol, got out and was still
talking to him on the phone it was the greatest didnt get
dressed right away and had some entertainment, yes i did
that on here.

danny called me while i was in the bath and i think he is
gonna come and spend the night with me if my sister leaves
(long story) since my parents are out of town. i hope she
does leave because i need some sex and we have only had
sex in the car and it is alittle complicated in a small
car like mine.

well it is 4:10 here and i am getting tired so i think i
am gonna go and watch some t.v. and fall asleep so i will
write tomorrow or sunday and tell what happened. bye bye

jessica




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