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Joshua's Life
2004-03-03 02:08:02 (UTC)

Forgot to put name in.

Im listening to this song first and then gonna write.
allright well, one thing about my mother, if she was having
abad day. you had to be having a worse one. she was always
the center of attention. the thing was, she had a bad child
hood. her mother apartly did the same to her, that she did
to us. she told me storys about how mean my grandmother
was. how she never showed affetion. shes been married a few
times i think. my grandfather gave her everything she
wanted. sadly he died in a plane crash when my mother was
4. she told me about how much he loved her and that he
would bring her presents just about everyday. her mother
got a big check every month or something so she just lived
off that. i think she still gets it. she blew all the money
with her boyfriends and built a house in my hometown,
Winter Haven, which she still has today. I guess my mother
just decided to let the terrible trend continue with me and
my sister. I'm hoping that the trend will stop with us, but
I dont know. I know it will stop with me, alllthough my
sister is a different story. she is just like her and has
proven that numerous times. she also hasnt been through
what i have. my mother always had favored her. and there
towards the end, she wasnt around very much yo actually
witness anything. she treated us both like shit, now
talking about jayme. yea my mother deserved every bit of it
but not really from her. not many people know that, jaymes
the real reason im where im at now. she was the one setting
things up with my father. she wrote the letter to the
judge, exagerating as well. i dont even know what was in
the letter but she had asked me about "Valentines Day"
where my mother hit me. Instead of saying that she popped
me in the back of the head, she wrote that she punhed me.
it wouldnt have made a difference, but she made it the
biggest point when really that was just showing one time of
physical abuse. if she would have wrote about the mental
abuse. i know it would have had more effect.




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