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Joshua's Life
2004-03-03 01:31:13 (UTC)

Linkin Park Is here!!

Today is March 2nd. THe day linkin park is just an hour
away from me. and im loosing it. im so mad but also so
depressed. i hate myself for not going. and now im just so
depressed. i was sitting and watchin the dvd Linkin Park
Live In Texas. and it just gave me flash backs of FL. which
i just couldnt handle so....well i guess u can figure out
wat i did. but differ place this time. i'm just so tired.
ive said that so many times so u knoe it must be gettin
worse. i'm so tired i just want it to end. school sucked
today. i had the writing test today which i dont know if i
did good or not. then we went to lunch and jeremy and jana
didnt talk to me for some reason so i just got a bit
depressed and mad. 4th was allright, makin tiles. 5th
sucked but no surprise. 6th sucked as well since jeremy
continued to ignore till i finally said somethin to him.
then afterwards they walk off without me so its like,
watever. i dont maybe i just need to leave them alone.
maybe i did wat i did with my mother, made myself
unwelcome. im so stupid and i just cant stand it. i just
want to die. i know thats the cowardly way out but u know
wat, its the quickest and at least i wont have to put
anyone through anything anymore. ah, KILL ME.




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