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Joshua's Life
Linkin Park Is here!!
Today is March 2nd. THe day linkin park is just an hour
away from me. and im loosing it. im so mad but also so
depressed. i hate myself for not going. and now im just so
depressed. i was sitting and watchin the dvd Linkin Park
Live In Texas. and it just gave me flash backs of FL. which
i just couldnt handle so....well i guess u can figure out
wat i did. but differ place this time. i'm just so tired.
ive said that so many times so u knoe it must be gettin
worse. i'm so tired i just want it to end. school sucked
today. i had the writing test today which i dont know if i
did good or not. then we went to lunch and jeremy and jana
didnt talk to me for some reason so i just got a bit
depressed and mad. 4th was allright, makin tiles. 5th
sucked but no surprise. 6th sucked as well since jeremy
continued to ignore till i finally said somethin to him.
then afterwards they walk off without me so its like,
watever. i dont maybe i just need to leave them alone.
maybe i did wat i did with my mother, made myself
unwelcome. im so stupid and i just cant stand it. i just
want to die. i know thats the cowardly way out but u know
wat, its the quickest and at least i wont have to put
anyone through anything anymore. ah, KILL ME.
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