joeyppg

joeyppg
2004-03-02 13:55:40 (UTC)

我忍~~~

我今日要0係3個鐘之內來回poly同hku~so好趕好忙ar~~~12點幾返到poly~
去完拎josephine封reference letter~就去影印la~and then又去
bookshop買膠水同公文袋~跟住又去番library~攪掂之後就即刻飛身去佐敦
mtr station搵已經等左我好耐既dennis la~點知趕去到已經1點5la~我1
點鐘已經打比佢~到1點5先到~攪到佢要等我5個字~我都唔好意思~但我都趕過
去ga la~~~去到佢就不停話我又遲~~攪自己野都遲~不過我都冇同佢解釋到其
實我已經好趕~因為我遲到又係唔岩既~佢又不停講wor~咪算lor~反正我都覺
得冇所謂~我唔想因為咁少事就嘈ma~我yesterday先應承自己要改~要互相包
容~所以算la~忍左去又冇乜咁大不了姐~雖然佢話我~我係有d唔開心~0係地鐵
到都有d眼濕濕~不過我同自己講要死忍~唔可以比d眼淚滴出黎~好彩冇比佢見
到jar~~~但係我真係冇嬲佢ga~係我唔岩先ma~~~所以我後來都冇事la~~

我地去完hku之後就返poly la~~去到佐敦mtr station先至2點10~仲好開
心咁話有時間可以返poly食野~點知佢又再提話我行咁慢~要5個字先可以由佐
敦地鐵站返到poly~實食唔切野la~我即時down哂ar~做乜又提番既?我冇再出
聲一來係因為我有d唔開心~二來我想靜0下~費事我唔小心講錯野~又嘈就唔好
la~我冇諗過原來我唔出聲反而會令佢覺得我係發脾氣~於是我地行返poly果
段路就冇再講過一句說話la~
去到poly之後~我以為佢真係唔食野la~所以就行得好慢~諗住有時間~唔駛行
咁快~咁趕ma~點知佢又覺得我係發脾氣~專登行咁慢~跟住佢就黑面la~我後來
都有同佢講野~但係佢都仲係黑面~去到poly又唔食~10問9唔應咁~到放學之後
~我諗住同佢去行0下~等佢冇咁唔開心la~佢又唔想去~又唔想去食野~咁我就
話送佢返屋企la~之後我地就返佢屋企~我地返屋企既途中都冇乜點講過野~我
送佢到佢屋企樓下就走la~我見佢走既時候都係黑黑地面~又冇同我講野~我真
係唔開心ar~~我行去bus stop既時候行得好慢~因為我見佢唔開心~我都唔開
心~梗係我又做左d野激嬲佢la~我0係到諗究竟係乜呢~係我遲到~係我唔出聲~
定係其他事??

後來0係巴士上面我send左個msg問佢係唔係唔開心~佢都有打番比我~我地傾
既時候~d冇用眼淚又流出黎~都唔知有冇嚇親坐0係我隔離個女仔tim~我地傾
到落車都未傾完~傾完之後~我唔知佢有冇舒服左d~但係我就分別唔大~因為係
我冇用~點解我唔識去令佢開心~點解我以為盡量忍讓~就算再大既死貓我都願
意受~我都只係唔想咁易就嘈~但係結果都係咁?點解要咁姐?!我係有唔開心~
但係我真係由始至終都冇嬲過佢~

I really need u and love u~




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