Trina18

Starlite Starbrite
2004-03-02 03:41:49 (UTC)

!!

Gosh life is full of surprises and problems...what to do
about nothin! Nothin is my life..a life full of mayhem and
madness that never seems to end except for some occassions
when it just seems to give me a break. Some may think my
problems are nothing because they are mostly everyday
common things that almost everyone goes through once in
their life! Colleges, school, friends, boys, mom, work and
life itself! I am so worried i am not going to get accepted
into a college and that i am going to fail what do you do
then! I mean what if i do not make it...gosh i dont know
what i would do! As far as school currently gosh i want to
slack off so bad but i dont..i am tired of it and just can
not wait to graduate...but who doesnt want that and then
you get off for a few months and it starts up again but
harder this time! Friends...i dont even what to go there i
am so confused with some of them and mad at others i just
wish some would grow up and other would listen to me.
Boys..i am done with boys i am tired of being hurt and
tired of waiting for the "one"...how pathetic is that i am
18 and already tired of dating and dealing with assholes! I
just wish for once a guy would see me for me and not for
what i am on the outside but this kick butt person who
loves life. Mom gosh i love her i do but dam i just wish
she would support me and just leave me be sometimes...ya
know..i mean i know she wants the best but what about what
i want and what i want to accomplish in life...it may not
be practical but its a life....work...ha here is one good
things i just got a new job! How exciting its about time! I
am so happy and feel like finally i have accomplished
something. Life whats there to say..its the same shit just
a different day! Life treats me like it does everyone else
and no breaks...i know i am complainging right now and i
dont want to sound bitchy or ungrateful i am just stressed
and scared! Life is good! :)

Star light star bright first star i see tonite i wish i may
i wish i might have this wish i make tonite...i wish my
life continues to go like it is mayhem and all...:P




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