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Somewhere in time
2004-03-02 03:08:04 (UTC)

how do you get your sleep at night

Feels: spaztic
Listening to: bass playing..
Wants: well..NEEDS to calm down


Sunday: Woke up and looked in the mirror to see that i
hadn't washed my make up off from last night..what tiped me
off?? the Mascara tracks down my face.Yep..i had cried in
my sleep once again.I dont' know why..i mean i don't really
remember what i dreamed.I remembered a part of something i
dreamed..but i don't remember it now.But it wasn't
something that could have made me cry.Maybe i'm stressing
and let it out while i was asleep.Oh well.So sunday i hung
out with uncle pete and hight lighted his hair for him.Its
so awesome.Its bright red!! i love it.um..then i left
around 5 ish and did the whole study thing ::Rolls eyes::
and played bass.Talked to patrick while he was drunk..tried
to calm him down..don't think it worked..made me think
twice about getting on line when i drink now..patrick don't
feel bad about that dude.

Today:Didn't wake to get out of bed.Its not that i was
tired..i wasn't (which is a surprise) i was pretty awake..i
just didn't want to get up.SO i did..and took awhile
getting ready.Had to rush out the door..forgot my
wallet..had to drive careful so the bastards don't pull me
over for something stupid.SO yeah..get to school..find out
that there were 3 worksheets due that i forgot
about ::pissed off face:: ahh.The rest of the day went
good.My glasses come in tomorrow (or so i'm
told)..uh..talked to chris at one point.Thats cool..talked
to patrick also..lated realized that i really need to stop
using my phone so much.
Cut Juliannes hair and it looks so awesome!! and i did a
cut we haven't learned so he was impressed (go me!!).Mr.H
convenced me to specialize in nail tech because he likes my
nail art.So thats nifty.Then later i went
home..changed..and lauren and i headed to the mall.I wanted
to get a new belly ring and a head band and she was going
for the ride.And who do i catch coming out of Hot topic
after saying MANY times how they both hate that store..but
Chris and Patrick.NO EXCUSES GUYS!! haha but that was
cool.I was shocked to see them.God damn..chris looks nice
in really tight shirts.But i was a good girl and played it
cool by not staring and shit like that.I guess it wasn't a
big deal..yeah..after that she and i went to Food lion
cause Jack really needed cat food.SO yay he can eat now.All
is good.
Right now:Called patrick to bitch about how Lauren looked
at shoes for awhile and didn't get anything.I hate shoe
shopping _ So now..i'm in the band.Its offical..and i'm
freaking out..in a good way.I'm really excited just worried
that i'm not going to be all that good.I can practice for
hours and it feels like i'm not doing that good.But
anyways..i mean..its really cool!! yay!! but ahh!! still
nervous about playing in front of someone who isn't
family.If i were a little better than i wouldn't worry but
i'm not all that decent at it so that calls for freaking
out.Poor david..i wish they didn't feel the need to kick
him out.I mean yeah..because they are kicking him out i get
to be part of the band..but dude ahh!! the guilt!!
anyways..ok i've been playing bass a couple hours and i'm
taking a break BUT i need to get back seeing as how i have
to make sure i'm decent enough by thursday cause thats when
i'm hanging out with chris and he is going to teach me the
bass parts to their songs..




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