acuapulco1

La Vida Mia
2004-03-02 03:01:20 (UTC)

March 1, 2004

It's been a long time since I last wrote here. Alot has
happened. The man I thought I knew turned out to be a boy,
I found I am more of a man than I ever had anticipated, and
yet I still don't feel like one. I have yet to do anything
that would project me squarely into the world of manhood.
My relationship has improved with my family, back to what
it once was. It seems I had taken a hiatus from my
exceptionally satisfying life. I'm watching the story of
Natalie Wood play out and I can almost relate. I feel I've
always been the person everybody wants me to be, but I'm
not sure I've ever been who I've wanted to be. Maybe I am
and it simply eludes me but still I can't help but feel I'm
missing something. I haven't tasted life like I want to.
Although, my life has been incredible. The most wonderful,
loving family; amazing, caring friends; adventures that
would rattle your soul. I love my life, even as it stands
right now. It can be better. It will be better, I only
have to wait and pounce before it passes me by.




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