babybritt_4life

My Crazy Mixed Up World * A Girl In Love
2004-03-02 02:08:43 (UTC)

Mom and I were talking about..

Mom and I were talking about when I get married. It was
really kinda strange. We started talking about who was
going to walk me down the aisle. She told me my dad would
do it. I had always thought my grandfather would. She just
looked at me when I had said that. I don’t understand why.
I mean she always knew that I wanted him too. It did make
me feel bad though. It is my dad after all. To be honest I
never even thought he would show up. He hates everyone
in my family. He told me that he would NEVER be in the
same room with them. So I just assumed that meant my
wedding as well. Now that she said I don’t know what to
do. I don’t know why I’m even starting to worry about this
right now. I mean I’m not going to be getting married any
time soon. It just bugs me. Maybe if I don’t get married
that would make everyone happy. But I really really want
to. So whatever.




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