goddess_qadesh

In Time I Will Know
2004-03-01 08:55:36 (UTC)

I Found It

I finally found it. Whats humerous is I thought it was a
person. I realize now I was just looking for a feeling. I
thought it was a promiss, now I realize it was just a truth.


Love is not a gaurentee of forever. I think many of us
have found love and not even realized it because of this
common mistake. Love is not loyalty, forgiveness,
honesty...

Love is love.

Love is easier to recognize at certain moments than others.
It is the feeling that nomatter what happens, you were
greatful for that moment. You were greatful without
promisses, without forever, without forgiveness, without
loyalty, without honesty. You were just greatful for them.

Don't get me wrong. They may have all or even some of
these things, but they may not have any of them. All you
know is that when you look at them, you know they are the
best person they can be at that moment AND you love them
for THAT AND THAT ONLY. For that they love you. Maybe its
only the best they can love you, but they love you.

Love is respect.

It's knowing that nomatter if they don't fit your idea of
love they will always feel sorry when they let you down.
You may not forgive them, but you love them.

Love is Devotion.

Nomatter what paths you may take they will always be in
your heart. They have played a significant part in your
souls growth. It is thanking them every step you take
alone.

Love is hope.

Love is hoping you can tolerate, forgive and be loyal.
Love is knowing you are human and can never truely do these
things when you know who you are and what you want.

Love is trying to do them anyways.

......I will always, with or without you, be eternally
greatful for you showing me what love really is. I am a
selfish being. Someone who gives everything, but who only
does it because I want to find what I am looking for. I
have given you everything with these same intentions, yet
somehow along the way you have shown me it's not what I
want in return, but just to know something is being
returned.

You are you. Instead of changing you, your respect for me,
as I am, has shown me how to do the same. Even when I am
trying to fullfill needs, if you know these needs will only
stop me from growing inside, you don't allow me to
manipulate you.

When you try to act like I am a woman and I show you I am a
person, you listen and see me as a friend.

Without you, I know I would be ten steps back from where I
stand now. And I know somehow I have touched you.

Please do not ever think I am not greatful.

You have shown me what love really is.




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