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Ezoic
2004-02-29 07:25:42 (UTC)

unreality

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...............................life goes
on.........................................................
.......................and
on.........................................................
........................................and
on.........................................................
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..........where does it
stop..............................................does
it?........................do
you?.......................................................
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........................................how do you answer
that___

today was incredible.

not just from actions but from my mood right now.

i smell of pat right now. It's a comforting smell
something like home..he let me borrow some of his
clothes.. we've been getting along so well the past couple
of days. we've been spending a lot of time together too
i'd say.

it's a weird feeling towards him.. and he HAS been able to
provoke those smiles from me, but it is less of without a
definite cause and more of a remembering a good memory
with him.

It's getting back to that awesome place of friendship
where we can hang out and do absolutely anything and there
is this higher level of closeness and comfortableness that
i can do or say whatever and it's ok. and we can flirt and
goof off and just .. yeah. i'm very happy with the present
version of our friendship just the way it is. It's like
when you don't even have to tell the person that they get
you and that you care about them a lot, because it just
shows through your actions and in the quiet times, too.

I have some incredible guy friends. Guys are awesome as
friends because you can have a totally dif. relationship
with them than with girls. woah ok captain obvious. I mean
strictly friendswise. Girls are great friends for certain
things and guys are too. I just get more of a kick out of
guy friends tho i guess.. it's awesome when u talk to them
and forget for a little bit about guy/girl and just see
THEM and then step back and realize for all of your
wanting to have a romantic relationship and a connection
with some great guy, you already have reached this higher
place with someone..

life is good right now.
l8r


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