ultimateEMOgurl

So much for my happy ending...
2004-02-27 01:02:32 (UTC)

The Passion

Well as probably a lot of you did i went and saw The
Passion of Jesus Christ yesterday. To be honest i dont
think there are really any words to describe how you feel
after seeing that. It is such a powerful movie, especially
for me, being that i am a christian. They arent lieing
when they tell you its graphic. I could bearly stand to
watch, i had to turn away many times. It got to the point
that i felt like puking. It was just so brutal, and
realistic, they show everything. I think the hardest part
to watch was when they were driving the nails into his
hands. Besides all that it was a good movie. I cried, i
dont think i have ever cried so much during a movie. It
was just amazing to think that he did all that for me, FOR
ME!! I mean if it was just me that had sinned he still
would have done it, just for me...because he loves me. He
loves me even though i am a sinner, and even though he had
to go through that. For someone to do that for me?! Its
incomprehensable. Seriously, i dont think i understand it
even after seeing the movie. It was TERRIBLE. To watch
what he had to go through...i mean even if it wasnt Jesus,
it still would have been terrible, but it being him made
it 100 times worse. You could hear the whole audience
sniffing cuz everyone was crying, and ok it was 1pm on a
wednesday and the theater was PACKED. It really just left
me speechless. The only thing i did like is how they did
the end. Because if you didnt know what happened, and you
werent a christian you would have NO idea what was
happening, so i think they should have cleared that up a
little, or at least had a bible verse at the end to
explain what happened next.

One thing that i was thinking about after the movie is how
different communion will be after seeing that. TO really
think about it, and to have that image in your head when
you are taking his blood and his body??? Omg, its going to
be a very VERY emotional thing now. To think about what he
did for me!! and then how terrible i am, and the bad
things i have done! It really makes you hate yourself. Its
like, if i just could be a better person then maybe he
woul dhave never had to have done that. I HATE IT! I can
say this though, my life is changed after seeing that
movie. Nothing in my faith, and my walk with God will be
the same. Nothing. How could i be?

Even if you are not a believer i suggest you go see this
movie, especially if you have questions about what
happened to Jesus, and things like that. And if you see it
and have questions i would love to answer to them, to the
best of my ability. So yes...the passion, go see it. And
if you have seen it i would love to hear what you have to
say about it. And dont forget JESUS LOVES U!!!!!




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